16 December 2010

Scattered Thoughts.

It's snowing outside. And by "snowing," I mean that all surfaces appear to be white. It wasn't snowing this morning when I decided to bike to work and school. It is snowing now. And it does appear that the snowing will continue through my class and commute (walking my bike) home. I'm trying to convince myself to appreciate the beauty which is softly falling snow.
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A few hours from now, I'll have completed the last class of my first semester as a graduate student. About that, I feel ... meh? I've enjoyed one of my three classes this semester, felt a bit disappointed by the other two (including the one that still claims this evening). I'll keep writing and reading and working over the "break," so as nice as it will be to take a couple weeks off from attending classes, my life won't be that much different. I'm looking forward to next semester, though: I've got some really interesting (for me) classes potentially lined up.
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I'm facilitating a holiday party tomorrow afternoon. At the library where I work on Friday afternoons. With the members of my conversation group, "Let's Speak English!" Good people, good group. I'm looking forward to the party - and potential cornucopia of tasty ethnic treats (although my Russian friends are disappointed by my "no vodka at the library" rule). I admit: I'll miss my LSE group over the holiday season, and I'm looking forward to starting up again at some point in January.
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Also starting in January: I've been officially hired as an "Intern Lecturer" at a university-level English language program. I'll be teaching an elective class entitled "American Culture & Conversation." To be honest, it was an exhilarating feeling to write my own syllabus a few days ago! How's that for the resume?
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Goal for tonight: finish preparing Christmas cookies for tomorrow's party.
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Goal for the next couple weeks: lots of background reading for my spring courses (and for my academic discipline in general), figuring out how to balance (potentially) four part-time jobs and a full-time course load, and submitting a book review for publication.
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Oh, and talking myself into enjoying the snow.
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That last one might take the most work of all...

14 December 2010

28th november 2009.

silence,
in this city of never-quite-dark,
night has fallen,
but my mind will not rest.
slipping not into sleep,
returning instead to that night.

that night.
again.

it fills my thoughts too often,
spilled water,
whispered words,
light kisses,
too-tight hugs,
reddened eyes,
six escalators past security,
and time to board.

that night -
so sure i was doing the right thing,
it had to be right,
it had been right,
how couldn't it be?
- shattering my own heart
and some others.

tear-streaked journal pages,
that catch in my throat,
a punch to the gut,
so much was lost,
like sand thrown into the wind -

i live with few regrets,
but,
that night
cannot be reclaimed.

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a year has passed
and more,
yet still
that night
haunts my nights.

07 December 2010

Reverse Chronology.


some nights, you just have to dress up...


(new) worm bin!

orchid for the teacher.

blueberry walnut salad!

pesto from scratch.

kristina ~ morgan.

butterfly.

AT morning.

rock fall.
(AT - Sept 2010)

valley view.
(AT - Sept 2010)

Jersey beach wind.

accessorising.

yogurt garden.

bluebies!

cute shoes.

made-from-scratch.

DC spring.

easter sibs.

too-cute-to-work-in work boots.

my hair grows...

colours.

doodles.

snow!

london. (Feb 2010)

gloria learns to use a simu.

farewell party. (gulu - Jan 2010)

maple blueberry scones! (lira - jan 2010)

water. (atiak - jan 2010)

travel garb.

laundry with joy.

igp.
[income generation project]

mac fun.

prayer.

sweetheart.

pure sugar.

market. (masaka - dec 2009)

wet.

aron's mango.

06 December 2010

Winter.

Winter is not my favourite season. By far.

When I was younger, I loved autumn, especially as it transitioned to winter. I didn't mind the chill and I loved playing in the snow. It sent a certain thrill through me to smell the crispness of the air which came right before snow.

Sigh. Those days are no more.

These days, I cringe at the sight of snow flurries spinning through the air. I become cold right about the moment I close the door of my building in the morning... and I seem to stay cold all day. I wear long-sleeves, a sweater, and sometimes gloves all day; I drink coffee to stay warm. To no avail, however. I sometimes feel almost warm when I study in the Graduate Student Center (which also offers the perk of free coffee!), but never in the Graduate School of Education. GSE knows not the nature of warmth, I do believe.

But, oh well, it is winter, and I suppose I must resign myself to the nature of being cold.

It's been a few years since I survived a northern hemisphere winter: both my body and psyche prefer to spend these months much closer to the equator. Coming back from Uganda in February of this year, in the midst of one of the snowiest winters in recent history, was shock enough to my system.

And here I am, at the beginning of December, staring down another long, cold winter in Pennsylvania. It's already so cold (weather . com currently suggests that the outside temperature "feels like" 24F) that I shiver at the mere thought of walking the 8.5 blocks from my apartment to GSE - and so windy that I sometimes have to bow my head and talk myself through it ("keep walking. one step after another. you can go inside soon.). Twice now I've seen snow in the air: first on my birthday/Thanksgiving, then again this afternoon.

Winter is arriving in this part of the world where I have chosen to locate myself. Hibernation seems not to be an option (I can neither pass my classes nor faithfully complete my employment duties if I just stay in my apartment until April), though it is a very tempting contemplation. I guess I'll just have to figure out a way to survive - and be glad of the fact that I can come home to hot tea, a stifling apartment, and some good old-fashioned cuddling.

What I've Been Writing...

For those who might be interested, here's an example of the type of writing I have been doing this semester... an academic synthesis essay required weekly for my Language Diversity & Education class...
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It is perhaps easy as a scholar of language and educational linguistics to laud the value of “multilingualism”, “hybridization”, and “translanguaging”, and to call for pedagogies which attend to and empower those points at the traditionally less powerful ends of the continua of biliteracy (Hornberger & Skilton-Sylvester, 2003, pp. 38-9). As an ESL or bilingual teacher, burdened with “standardized” content and exams, and balancing an overwhelming teaching load, I wonder if it might not seem less possible to enact such valuable practices. Hardman (2003), for example, describes an ESL/bilingual teacher who “seems to feel a bit powerless in the face of the demands of [Content-Based Instruction]” (p. 241). Can such teachers be empowered to enact the types of pedagogies which nurture bi(multi)-lingual students' full bi(multi)-lingualism/literacy? Numerous examples of teachers negotiating the micro-level practices and content of their classrooms both suggest that this is possible and point to the crucial role of critical reflection.

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The KEEP-Rough Rock partnership highlights the value of critical reflection if teachers are to “construct empowering learning environments for [Navajo] children” (McCarty, 2002, p. 149). Prior to the collaboration, teachers described themselves as “technicians” and “parrots” (McCarty, 2002, p. 149) reading a standardize content script mandated by district officials. The KEEP teacher training program, eventually extended to Rough Rock, empowered teachers by encouraging “teacher thinking and reflection” and providing the time and resources necessary for such reflection (Vogt & Au, 1995, p. 102). Trained to reflect upon their practice, to utilize local funds of knowledge and qualitative assessments, and to question the implicit value of “standards”, teachers assumed ownership of their curricula and pedagogies and began to value local cultural knowledge as an education resource for their students (Begay, et al., 1995; McCarty, 2002; Vogt & Au, 1995).

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Within the classroom, critical reflective practices emerge in pedagogies which feature contextualized content (Hornberger & Skilton-Sylvester, 2003, pp. 50-56), value multiliteracies (The New London Group, 1996, pp. 63-64), and embrace bilingual norms (Cahnmann, 2003, pp. 188-89). For example, Mexican-American bilingual teachers in training reflectively constructed “shared social identity” with students, thus enabling them to contextualize content within shared cultural knowledge (Perez, Flores, & Strecker, 2003, pp. 227-28). Schwinge’s (2003) study demonstrated that even teachers constrained by “standardized” content could promote the development of bi(multi)literacy by adapting and augmenting the manner in which they presented such content. Additionally, educators aware of the tension between learner-centered and curriculum-centered content empowered students by teaching more than simply the decontextualized standard forms (Hardman, 2003).

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Returning to the original questions, there does seem to be hope that critically reflective practitioners – even constrained by a “standardized” curriculum – can indeed empower and facilitate the bi(multi)-lingualism/literacy of their students. While it may seem at times an overwhelming and daunting task, micro-level pedagogic choices do make a difference. As Schwinge (2003) optimistically concludes:

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While individually each of the curricular adaptations and elaborations that are provided by teachers who act as bottom-up language and literacy planners are small changes to classroom literacy activities, in the long run they may have a large effect on the ability of students to increase their knowledge of the content of the texts they read and to develop biliteracy. (p. 264)

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References

Begay, S., Dick, G.S., Estell, D.W., Estell, J., McCarty, T.L., & Sells, A. (1995). Change from the inside out: A story of transformation in a Navajo community school. The Bilingual Research Journal, 19, pp. 121-39.

Cahnmann, M. (2003). To correct or not to correct bilingual students’ errors is a question of continua-ing reimagination. In N.H. Hornberger (Ed.), Continua of biliteracy: An ecological framework for educational policy, research, and practice in multilingual settings (pp. 187-204). Tonawanda, NY: Multilingual Matters, Ltd.

Hardman, J. (2003). Content in rural ESL programs: Whose agendas for biliteracy are being served? In N.H. Hornberger (Ed.), Continua of biliteracy: An ecological framework for educational policy, research, and practice in multilingual settings (pp. 232-47). Tonawanda, NY: Multilingual Matters, Ltd.

Hornberger, N.H., & Skilton-Sylvester, E. (2003). Revisiting the continua of biliteracy: International and critical perspectives. In N.H. Hornberger (Ed.), Continua of biliteracy: An ecological framework for educational policy, research, and practice in multilingual settings (pp. 35-67). Tonawanda, NY: Multilingual Matters, Ltd.

McCarty, T.L. (2002). A place to be Navajo. Mahwah, NJ: Lawrence Erlbaum.

Perez, B., Flores, B.B., & Strecker, S. (2003). Biliteracy teacher education in the US Southwest. In N.H. Hornberger (Ed.), Continua of biliteracy: An ecological framework for educational policy, research, and practice in multilingual settings (pp. 207-31). Tonawanda, NY: Multilingual Matters, Ltd.

Schwinge, D. (2003). Enabling biliteracy: using the continua of biliteracy to analyze curricular adaptations and elaborations. In N.H. Hornberger (Ed.), Continua of biliteracy: An ecological framework for educational policy, research, and practice in multilingual settings (pp. 248-65). Tonawanda, NY: Multilingual Matters, Ltd.

The New London Group (1996). A pedagogy of multiliteracies: Designing social futures. Harvard Educational Review, 66, pp. 60-92.

Vogt, L.A., & Au, K.H.P. (1995). The role of teachers’ guided reflection in effecting positive program change. The Bilingual Research Journal, 19, pp. 101-20.


I'm (potentially) returning to the blog-osphere...

It's been awhile since I posted here, which might lead one to think that I haven't been doing much reading/writing. That would be, to put it simply, a drastic misassumption. Three months into my first semester as a full-time graduate student, I feel like all I do these days is read, write, and discuss what I'm reading and writing. Mostly I enjoy this (though there are certainly moments/hours/days/weeks when I really really really miss being in a classroom actually teaching)... but the fact that I'm doing so much heavy/academic/formal reading and writing hasn't left much time or brain power for writing in this space. I've missed it, though, and have kept multiple blog-type topics percolating on the back burner of my mind. As the semester winds down (one essay, two presentations, five class meetings, and one take-home exam stand between me and the end of the academic semester), I've started reading for pleasure again* and am (potentially/probably/hopefully) returning to this writing space as well. So... welcome back into the recesses of my brain.